Four years ago..

Dear Syasyaik,
Time goes really fast..sekejap je dah 4 tahun berlalu..Syaik dah masuk sekolah pun, ammi masih ingat hari yg syaik lahir...Syaik lahir pd 110106 jam9.52pm di Pusat Perubatan Naluri,Wangsa Maju. Seperti kelahiran abg Yaya, masa syaik juga ammi di induce,cuma kali ni lmbt sikit,jam 10am. Tok Teh syaik yg induce ammi, rasa dah kurang sakit sikit coz ammi dah 2nd time kena induce. Masa tu abg yaya tinggal dgn tokma,ammi dan baba je ke klinik tok teh di taman melati beserta beg ammi and beg cute syaik. Ammi dan baba dah tahu akan dpt another boy so ammi dah prepare nama HAMZI HAMSYARI dr awal lg, yelakan all ammi's boys must have double H.


Syasyaik,
Lepas di induce ammi dan baba jalan2 kat carrefour wangsa maju tu utk exercise utk senang nk bersalin nanti.Sempatlah berdating kejap dgn baba,dlm pd tu contraction ammi dtg sekali sekala. Pada pkl 12tghari ammi check in Naluri Hospital, terus dpt bilik, disebabkan ammi br je dilated 2cm, ammi belum bole pergi labor room,sakit dah kerap.ammi tahan je,ammi dan baba baca quran together,then makan, solat, borak2.,citer psl abg yaya and life ahead with 2 boys.Baba tiap masa ada di sisi ammi except masa baba pergi surau dan toilet.


Petang tu just after asar tok teh dtg jenguk ammi, dia check ammi dah 4cm dilated, tokteh kata "kakak, u pray asar 1st then we go to labor room",ammi dah tak larat nk ke surau so solat atas katil je..then to labor room we went. Seingat ammi time tu around 5.30, tokteh monitor je contraction ammi sambil borak2 dgn ammi dan baba. Tok teh ni good listener, ammi trust dia sepenuh hati, tak de pulak segan/malu. yela pd ammi kecik lg tokteh babysit ammi, mandikan etc..


Syasyaik,
Maghrib dah masuk, baba ke surau, tokteh kata nak pecahkn air ketuban ammi coz katanya kes induce selalu susah nk pecah sendiri, sama juga time abg yaya dl, satu cangkuk dimasukkan dan "pop!", keluarlah air..dlm kes ammi, air tak banyak, ammi mengalami masalah air ketuban sikit dan UCRI (umbilical cord resistance index) sgt low so thats why kena induce in the 1st place. After a few more hours of contraction and a lot of pushing,and a lot of "go sayang go, u can do it! push! push!" from baba,syaik lahir di dunia at 36 minggu (sebulan awal dr due date).

bbrp minit lepas syaik lahir,mata syaik

alert je..

Alhamdulillah ammi is proud to tell you ammi tak amik sebarang pain killer,well ammi did mintak tokteh a local anaesthatic injection to help kurangkan sakit,sakit memang sakit! Allah je yg tahu..lepas baba dah azankan syaik, tokma,tokba, ader hafiz, pak teh iz dan uda nwa dtg melawat, dlm labor room tu jugak! mentang2lah Doctor yg smbut syaik tu adik tokma, suka hati je..hehe..ammi sgt terharu bila  tokba kucup dahi ammi, mengalir airmata ammi...Mamanah and aboh dtg esok nye, mamanah masa tu pun sarat pregnant kan akish. Dadar and maksu jumpa kat umah, abg yaya dtg dgn tokma masa nak bw ammi balik umah. Atok, nenek,mama tati semua dtg melawat dekat umah tokma.

Abg yaya adores you so much

Syaik,

Sekarang syaik dah besar, happy 4th birthday sayng syaik,dah tak pakai pampers lagi, dah pergi school pun,.ammi dan baba doakan syaik jd anak yg soleh wal musleh, be a good student kay.Jangan nakal-nakal..

di bawah ammi sertakan gamba masa syaik kecik, cute sgt..

Koleksi gambar syaik bwh setahun

First raya...

Saayaanng Syaik, syaik breastfeed lama tau, 2 years & 7 months! sebab tu syaik manja terlebih......

Mesra alam

Dear Waidi,
Dalam kesibukan manusia di dunia ni nak 'save the world', 'make it more safer', 'Use enviromental friendly stuffs', kita juga tidak terkecuali. Family kita mmg dari dulu dah guna recycable shopping bags, since kita duduk Adelaide dl,so tu dah no problem bg kita, byk beg dr sana ammi bw balik. Lagipun kat Penang ni dah amalkan hari isnin, selasa dan rabu sbg 'no plastic day'. So tu pun bagus juga kan, ammi dan baba cubalah juga main peranan sedikit sebanyak sbg warga dunia yg mementingkan alam sekitar,so thats why kami belikan Waidi CD  atau kata pjg nya cloth diapers,basically mcm lampin org dulu2 pakai, dulu taklah dulu sgt, ammi ingat lg time acik dadar pun pakai tu lg. Selain CD ni mesra alam coz kita tak buang pampers/drypers yg tak biodegredable tu, kita juga menjimat duit.Harga pun ok, klik SINI for more info.


Waidi,
Masa mula2 ammi pakaikan CDtu, Waidi tembus tgh malam! ayooo, ingatkan boleh tampung, takpe ammi cuba lg pakaikan, then Waidi nap, bile waidi bgn waidi bocor lg, abis baju n cadar basah, ayoyoyo..ammi dah mula nak marah, ammi SMS tuan empunya syarikat yg jual CD kat ammi. Lepas diteliti dan di experiment,rupenye ammi pakaikan cuma 1 insert, sepatutnya 2 ,mungkin juga waidi boy wiwi banyak. Dan juga ammi tak rapikan betul2 butang tu ikut saiz Waidi, sorry lah ye sayang dua kali Waidi basah dlm tido.Nasib baik juga ammi tak give up..


Waidi,
Sekarang waidi pakai ok, cantik dan kemas,lg byk kali basuh lg absorbent CD tu, colour dia pun cantik, menarik debom! Ammi try kat abg syaik pun muat, so InsyaAllah benda ni akan Waidi pakaila until Waidi potty train ye.

Bermacam kaler menarik

Eee,shame-shame abg Syaik

Model cilik ammi

Ceria memakai CD

Waidi,waidi, belalang oh belalang..

Growing Up

Dear Waidi,
Alhamdulillah Waidi membesar dgn baik, smlm kita pergi utk check up 4 bulan Waidi dan missy kata semuanya ok. Syukur Alhamdulillah, ammi ni bukan ape, sejak ammi dijangkiti H1N1 aritu, ammi macam over protective of you, selsema sikit, ammi dah risau..syukur setakat ni Waidi tak ada ape2 problem tak pernah demam dan sebagainye. Syukur jugak ammi ni suri rumah home engineeer berjaya, bolehlah hari-hari menatap Waidi dan peka pada kesihatan Waidi.


Waidi, 
Missy kata tumbesaran Waidi sgt memuaskan, weight, height dan lilit kepala. Patutlah ammi tengok baju-baju Waidi byk dah tak muat, 65cm panjang! Hmm.., ni mesti nak ikut baba ye tall, dark and handsome :-). Berat Waidi pun walaupun tak sehebat abg Yaya dulu juga memuaskan..7.3kg pd umur 4bln. Pencapaian Waidi juga bagus, missy kata cepat juga budak 4bln dah pandai capai mainan yg diletak di depan mata dia, kalau tak ada toys, rambut dan rantai ammi la jadi mangsa kan. Seronok ammi tgk Waidi membesar dan membesar, tak kisahlah tangan ammi ni lenguh dan cramp kadang-kadang dukung Waidi, baba kan ada, nanti baba urutla belakang dan tangan ammi :-).


Waidi, 
Selsema mu itu akan hilang lg beberapa hari, mmg tak ada ubat utk baby bwh setahun, ammi teruskan juga bg paracetamol, missy kata itu tindakan yg bagus, cuma Waidi janganlah menangis kuat-kuat kalo terdengar suara baba yg agak kuat, ammi taulah waidi terkejut tp bila Waidi nangis bertambahlah byk hingusmu..Ammi harap dan berdoa Waidi dapat kesihatan sepenuhnya, jarang jatuh sakit dan cepat baik jika sakit. Sesungguhnya seminggu Waidi dlm ICU dulu merisaukan ammi, pneumonia yg doktor sahkan itu harapnya tak berulang lagi. Masa mulanya ammi rasa bersalah sebab ammi ingat salah ammi yang ammi dijangkiti H1N1 dan berjangkit pd Waidi, tp sayang itu semua ketentuan tuhan kan, ramai yang memujuk ammi dan memberi kata-kata positif supaya guilty feeling tu tak akan kekal..


Waidi,
My darling Waidi,you are growing healthy and strong now, InsyaAllah it will stay that way, ammi akan terus membakalkan Waidi susu ammi yg banyak khasiat ni. Apalah sgt sakit belakang ,lenguh tangan dan nipple pain jika nak dibandingkan khasiat yg dpt ammi bg padamu. Waidi terus membesar dan serikan family kita ni ye.Abang-abangmu loves you so much so does ammi and baba.
Ni ada bbrp gambar Waidi yg ceria selalu.. 

pipi layutmu ammi geram

Apela sedap sgt tangan tu suka

sangat nak makan

Senyuman mu pujaan hatiku

Semoga Waidi happy selalu dan menceriakan our little family..Love u belalang

Yahoo, school has started (2)

Dear Syasyaik,
6th January 2010


Is that really you my darling? my 2nd child who breastfed for 2yrs7months and who is just off wearing diapers two weeks ago,who still sleeps with ammi until today, all of a sudden you just grown up! You were more excited when we enroll your brother in SRI ABIM, you said you wanted to go to school too.
Ammi and baba opted for you to be near baba so we enrolled you in TADIKA ALMAWADDAH at PUSAT ISLAM USM. It's a lovely little school.


Dear Syasyaik,


At firsts, ammi has doubt you will be able to stay at school without ammi or baba. Ammi was expecting some teardrops or a plead for me to stay with you,you see compared with your brother Yaya (who can and will cry out loud in public),you will only 'bergenang airmata' and show that 'sad puppy eye look' (in public that is,at home is a different story). Alhamdulillah you were brave and enjoyed your first day very much.Ammi is so proud of you, you have grown up my boy.


Dear Syasyaik,


You are the most unpredictable of all my three boys, ammi hope and wish these good values will stick with you. Your are still my little manja Syasyaik no matter what, ammi also doakan you will become a good boy, a good brother and a good servant to Allah.

So cheerful,cannot wait to start the day

In front of Tadika Islam Al-Mawaddah

MMS with ammi to tokma and tokba

Allready blending in

Good luck my child..
Love and hugs,

Yahoo, school has started

Dear Yaya,
4th January 2010


Today (4/1/10) was your first day of school, of REAL school. Ammi feels so proud of you, at the same time ammi feels quite old.Hmm...you were so excited,you slept early the night before and no trouble waking up in the morning, since you had cold and cough,ammi couldn't let you take a cold shower so ammi put some hot water in the basin for you,i hope i'm not spoiling you too much but i guess thats what mommies are for, to spoil their children (but not too much mind you).You had some sausage rolls for breakfast (well,it was more of two chicken cocktails stuffed in a gardenia bread), but you loved it, you said you want some more tomorrow.And then off to school we went, along with sleepy Syasyaik and wide eyed Waidi.

Yaya control macho

Assembly was done inside

Inside the classroom

Dear Yaya,

Ammi doakan you will become a good muslim boy, an obedient son and a caring older brother to your siblings.InsyaAllah with ammi's and baba's guidance and also from what you will learn at SRI ABIM,PENANG you will achieve all that..take care and prepare yourself my son, the world awaits you...

Lots of love,

Gelak

Waidi,


Suka sgt ammi tengok waidi gelak semalam, waidi ni memanglah penggeli ye tapi selalu tahan gelak if ammi geletek. Agaknya semalam waidi dah tak boleh tahan tu yang gelak terkekek-kekek. Saat tu memang precious, ammi sendiri menyaksikan your 1st laugh, sememangnya ammi bersyukur kerana ammi berpeluang menjaga sendiri anak-anak ammi dan menyaksikan all your little achievements..
Gelak mu itu membuat semua orang suka, baba berhenti dari study nya, abg yaya dan abg syasyaik yg leka watching tv pun pay attention to you, ammi yang ada disisimu bertambah lah suka..sesungguhnya your 1st little laugh did wonder to everyone, you made others into better moods, you light up the day my darling!

Ammi sentiasakan doakan waidi sihat selalu, so far you have  been an easy child, (apart from you like to be held most of the time), you rarely cries, you don't vomit like many babies and you are friendly. Ammi doakan all these good qualities will become part of you for life...

Sorry ammi put non smiling photos, its hard to capture a photo of you smiling, also lots more photos hasn't been downloaded yet.

Love u much,