Perihal Lightsabers

Dear boys,


As we are a family of mostly boys, ammi tak berkecik hati pun ammi tak kisah if apa yg baba minat menurun kat u all. Yelah kang kalo minat ape yg ammi suka maybe lain pulak jadik nye..


Boys,
Ammi tau baba mmg fanatik kan siri 'star wars' dr b4 ammi kawen dgn baba lg..mmg baba ada koleksi CD (bkn Cloth Diapers ye waidi) & video siri starwars, apa2 yg ada kaitan starwars baba akan tengok, baca, collect etc..ammi tak kisah, duit baba pun sume tu kan, yg penting baba happy. 


Boys,
As you boys grew older, sedikit sebanyak baba's passion, interest akan terlekat kat u all, maybe in yaya lg lebih. Syaik ammi perasan taklah se fanatik abg yaya, maybe syaik lebih kpd art & creative things. yela..ammi dah nmpk bakat seni tu dah menurun pd syaik..


Boys,
Ape2 pun ammi nak cerita sikit ttg lightsabers, as u all know, lightsabers ni pedang yg dlm citer starwars tu kan. Dalam family kita ni each & 1 of us ada lightsabers masing2..kebanyakannya pengaruh baba gak.

Milik: baba yg punye

Beli di mana: beli online, tak ingat brp harga

Kelebihan: ada lampu if letak bateri, panjang, pedang both sides

mcm2 button ammi pun tak reti apa function nye..

Fungsi: sekadar baba's collection & hobby

Milik: Ni yaya punye

Beli di mana: beli kat Target masa kat Aussie dl, yaya dpt invitation friend's 

b'day bertemakan starwars so setiap org kalo boleh ada lightsaber.

Baba pun dgn suka hatinya membelikan yaya,pergilah beli kan,nasib baik tgh sale.

 yela kang yaya sorang takde lightsaber nangis pulak kat party tu cian dia..

Kelebihan: tak de lak lampu la pulak ammi tgk, sekadar main lawan2

action jelah, seronok yaya kat party..

Fungsi: yaya main, lawan syaik

Milik: kununnye  syaik punye tp baba belikan,mcm terpakse terima, baba 

yg terlebih sudah..

Beli di mana: beli kat Jaln kulit, Penang.

Tempat ni byk jual brg 2ndhand & brg2 baru tp harga yg tak mahal sgt..

Kelebihan: ada games, taruk bateri leh main game. Tp ammi tgk syaik 

tak heran pun. Main game kuar sound

Fungsi: main game jap ,pastu bateri flat

Milik: Dulu syaik's tp dah berpindah tuan ke waidi 

Beli di mana: beli kat garage sale masa duk Aussie dulu

Kelebihan: ada lampu if letak bateri, panjang, tapi dah ada rupa kerosakan.

maklumlah yg main lebih abg yaya..takpelah harga pun taklah mahal sgt..

Fungsi: syaik lawan balik abg yaya

Milik: yg ni AMMI PUNYER

Beli di mana: Ntah mane tak ingat

Kelebihan: Tak payah pakai bateri ke ape ke, harga murah sgt, sebut je "nanti ammi 

amik lightsaber ammi kang", InsyaAllah terkemas lah bilik/ruang tamu yg bersepah-sepah tu.

sebut je "jangan smpi ammi amik lightsaber", InsyaAllah berlari larilah boys ke bilik mandi memandi kan diri mereka..Sebut je "nak rase lightsaber ammi kaa??", nanti siaplah homework yaya yg tertangguh-tangguh tu..

Fungsi: mendisiplinkan boys ammi yg ada kala tak mau dengar kata, ada kala melawan kata2 ammi, adakala tak mau kemas lepas main, adakala suka tangguh2 kerja yg ammi beri

Boys,

Dalam byk2 lightsaber kat umah kita ni, ammi rasa ammi nye plg power, plg 'magical' dan plg bermanfaat penggunaanye.

Sorry kepada dinding, katil, sofa, pintu dan meja makan yg selalu menjadi mangsa..

Ammi harap as u boys grow older, u'll be more disiplin & tak perlu ammi guna lightsaber ammi..

Kesian pd mereka2 yg jadi mangsa..

Ammi bukanlah pendera/kejam/zalim..ammi cuma mahu anak2 ammi jd org yg dengar kata etc..tp bila kadang2 kata2 ammi tak cukup untuk boys bertindak, maka lightsaber harus dikeluarkan..

Gambar hiasan: boys posing dgn baju baru mereka

Ammi sayang yaya, syaik & waidi & of course baba...mmuahh to all my heroes..

Virus attack

Dear boys,
Firstly ammi is grateful for being a SAHM & for having good health..the last few days has been very hectic & nightmarish, all of u boys got sick after one another..Ammi was ur doctor, nurse, cook, as well as ur very own ammi. It all started when yaya got the flu. Yaya my dear. u look strong in appearance but u are easily ill, u had cough & cold for a few days then you got sick, u caught a fever & had to be away from school. Baba took u to the clinic & u're on antibiotics,clearly u hated it so much! u said it was disgusting, u my dear, don't make a very good patient as ammi is always losing her patience in order to make u swallow ur meds.


Boys,
 Just as yaya was getting better, waidi my darling u got infected too. My poor poor waidi  who has just turned 5 months. U were constantly miserable, hardly sleeps, hardly feed, hardly pee, u cries a lot & likes to be held all the time. U had coughs & a runny nose which makes u double miserable..ur fever goes up & down, sometimes as high as 37.8c U likes it if ammi puts a cool towel on ur head but hated it if has to wipe ur runny nose. All this while baba was busy, baba was a baba owl, hardly sleeps, surviving on kopi radix to keep awake, baba at that time was trying to complete his presentation paper for a seminar at UM, also at the same time doing his proposal to apply for USM GRANT, and if granted InsyaAllah will help baba financially for his 3 years phD course. So u see, the role of taking care of the boys are left mostly to ammi..

Boys,
Ammi is not complaining, at that time ammi was like a zombie herself, what with maintaining the house, getting food ready, yaya's homeworks & hafazan, syasyaik's demanding attention, baba's abnormal hours, taking care of sick waidi, ammi was about to collapse, ammi hardly sleeps, ammi didnt have a proper shower or meal, ammi has black bags under her eyes, ammi has a sore throat & a bad cough but Alhamdulillah ammi didn't fell ill..ammi just cannot imagine if i'm was the one to fell ill.


Boys,
After a few sleepless day & nights, waidi looks better, u smile & was urself once more, ammi was so relieved..as u are just a baby, there was nothing much i can give u except lots of love, cuddle, plain panadol syrup to help reduce the fever. Ur fever was reduced but then it transfered to syasyaik. Syasyaik my cheeky one, u had a fever during the night & a row of dry coughs unlike yaya's. It is scary to hear, u complain of sore throat & a headache. U were also excused from school. U as the manja one wants ammi to do everything, to wash u, bathe u, feed u, cuddle & such..u were less cheeky when ill, less active & less talkative..

Boys,
Ammi prays daily for the wellbeing & health of all of u..ammi is once again forever grateful for able to become a SAHM, to take care of all of u in sickness & in health, remember boys, this is all Allah's doing..to test his servants, to test u boys & mostly ammi..remember Him when u are sick & well, remember He is the one who lets us live or die, we just have to overcome the tests with efforts, tawakkal & doa..


Ammi is tired, ammi wants to sleep, sleep tight my 3 owlets..ammi loves all of u very much..

Multitasking

Dear boys,


Forgive me if sometimes ammi cannot pay attention to all of you at once, maybe you boys are still small to notice ammi is sedaya upaya giving and paying attention to all of you not individually but at once, at the same time. Forgive me if all of you thinks is not enough..Ammi is doing her best to be a good SAHM, well in ammi's case a SAHA, while ammi is attending your homework yaya, ammi has to breastfeed Waidi and at the same time colouring or writing with syasyaik. This is not really an easy task especially when you boys tend to talk/asks questions at the same time. Or other times for instance ammi is frying some chickens and yaya wants ammi to check your spellings and at that exact time syayaik is calling from the toilet because he has sembelit and at that exact moment waidi is crying to be picked up from his rocker.


Boys,


Ammi is not complaining, but you see all 3 of you has a habit of wanting my attention all at the same time, and i think all of you has heard ammi's dialogue over and over again "sabar, sabar ammi ada dua tangan je..dua mata and 1 mulut je, sabar ek" or other times when ammi is more tired or about to lose her patience the dialogue goes something like " sabor lah, ammi kan ada dua tangan jer!", tapi ammi tak marah, ammi suka semua nak attention ammi walaupun masa tu baba ada kat sebelah je.. (lucky for baba or unlucky? hmm..).


Boys,


Daily ammi try to give each one of you a one to one attention, so far ammi rasa ammi did quite well, ammi dont want any of you to feel neglected or abandoned,
Ammi is ever trying to become a better ammi for all of you, ammi wants the best untuk anak2 ammi. Anak2 ammi pun kena lah be the best and wants to be the best for ammi ye.


Love all of you,

Cheeky Syasyaik

Syasyaik,my second son,


Even though people says second born are wanting more attention than first born, ammi thinks you are unique in your own way, we as a family constantly has to play guessing games with you in order to understands what it was really you wanted to tell us. Sometimes ammi ends up in frustration not knowing what was it really you wanted to tell, at times ammi loses her patience and storms out of the room or ammi yells at you.


Syasyaik,


Ammi doesn't really mean to do that, it's just that sometimes Ammi is tired with all the chores & your constant needing attention baby brother Huwaidi. Before Waidi was born ammi was tired throughout the pregnancy. I know those are just excuses.In future Ammi will try to be more patience & understanding..Remember, i love you always. Syasyaik with ur cheeky smile & observant ways..

                                Syasyaik with beloved B2 


Ammi.